I am a Christian but I don’t spam with God stuff. I post what I think is funny, most of which is inappropriate and most of which an average Christian isn’t going to post. I’m not your average Christian and I don’t disrespect your right to believe what you believe. It’s your decision entirely. All I ask is that you not disrespect me and my right to believe.

I believe in Gay Rights. I think it’s beyond ridiculous the way they are treated. Don’t bother asking me to follow you if you’re going to post gay hate, I won’t do it. I am also a believer in all LGBTQ (and any other non binary not listed) rights. People are more complicated than just gay, straight, bi, male, female. I realize this.

My son’s name is Christopher and my husband’s name is James. We lost a daughter named Syrinia. Her memorial date is 12/17/2004. I lost my father on 12/28/2008. Because of this and other bad memories during the winter, I pretty much completely withdraw from Tumblr and life in general during the winter months.

I’m an animal lover, mainly cats. I love my animals dearly, they are my furbabies. As of now, I have 7 cats: Lightning, Hopper, Damien, Baby Cat, Miss Kitty, Trill & Squishie. I remember all the cats I’ve lost and I miss them. They are members of my family. We have 2 dogs, well, James has a dog and I have a dog. James’s dog is Nibbler, a husky/lab/pitt mix with beautiful blue eyes. My dog is Prissy, a non-pure bred Pomeranian who we’re working on earning her trust because she was abused by some recent owners. Prissy was a gift from someone who thought she might fill the hole left when my Pomeranian-mix named Pupsy went missing. In some ways she does, in some ways I miss Pupsy more.

I am fat. Big. Obese. This is something I have to learn to deal with and your negative opinion is more than unnecessary. I hate myself enough thank you. If you’re going to post about eating disorders and how you are too fat even though you’re skin and bones, I won’t follow you. If you start, I will unfollow you. If you believe that, I’m sorry that you hate yourself like that. I can empathize. But I can’t watch you talk about starving yourself when you are skinny. It hurts me and it makes me angry, jealous and it makes me feel like you don’t deserve to have a skinny body. Rather than bitch directly to you about this, I will just avoid following you, simple for everyone.

My mind is chaotic. I am filled with hate and love and the battle is exhausting. I never claim to be perfect, but I do my best to fit into the mold of what I think I should be. I fail miserably most of the time, but I try.

So if you disagree with any of these points, and can’t manage to get past them, don’t bother following me. I don’t do anon hate, it’s just childish. If you do feel the need to criticize my beliefs or something about me, at least have the guts to do it off of anon. Criticizing someone on anon is the lowest form of cowardice.